I started writing this so many times in my head on paper and on my phone, words never fall in the right order, it doesn’t make sense to me that my dad is not here so it’s fitting that my words can’t make sense of it either. In our culture and our family we canمتابعةمتابعة قراءة “About losing my dad 1.0”
أرشيف الكاتب:ميدونا | Medonaa
what if at the end of the day
WHAT IF ..After a day of how are you? I am fine when I am definitely not Fine Of how can I help you? When I can’t even help mySelf Of don’t worry I got it, while nobody got me An evening full of good bye see tomorrow,but I didn’t want to see today inمتابعةمتابعة قراءة “what if at the end of the day”
Surrounded by light, engulfed in darkness
Conceived on full moon night, born on an eclipse Submerged in darkness for nine months, finally I am meeting the light My lungs full of air, my eyes filled with horror The air leaves my nose, it smells a familiar scent The voice, and scent of the home that grow me whole, appears with itمتابعةمتابعة قراءة “Surrounded by light, engulfed in darkness”
It was not love
I cried so much but it wasn’t loveI wanted you, but it wasn’t loveI believed the fantasy, but it wasn’t loveI wanted to love you, but it wasn’t love I wanted you to love me, but it wasn’t love You and me or me and you, what was between us was something but it wasn’tمتابعةمتابعة قراءة “It was not love”
Joy sliping through my fingers, But i am holding on
A bright-colored silk garmentYou smile when you see it glistening; it feels good running your hand through it and even better when you put it on your skin.You want to wear it every day, all day But you own a sweater you love How warm is itYou own a pair of boots you don’t like,متابعةمتابعة قراءة “Joy sliping through my fingers, But i am holding on”
Thinking of death its always on my mind
Think of death. it’s always on my mindFrom the first breath, death had me on his mindThinking of death is always on my mindCalling on death to free me of my mindThinking of death is always on my mind
Who would have thought seeking the road will revele How lost i am
Seeking purpose, seeking the waySeeking purpose, seeking away to get away Seeking purpose, seeking to get awaySeeking purpose, seeking the escape from TodaySeeking purpose, seeking refuge from yesterdaySeeking purpose, seeking an easy bath to tomorrowSeeking purpose, seeking the waySeeking purpose, seeking away to get backSeeking purpose, seeking a returnSeeking purpose, seeking a return to meSeekingمتابعةمتابعة قراءة “Who would have thought seeking the road will revele How lost i am”
Love Essential Companion, Honesty
I Love you, is a sentence you shouldn’t say if you can’t find it within You to give the care, the grace and all other verbs and adjectives that comes with love cause love can’t come alone. Honesty is love most essential companion,without honesty love can not lay strong roots for it’s tree to growمتابعةمتابعة قراءة “Love Essential Companion, Honesty”
Pain killers..? More like the pain is killing me
Numbing the physical pain away with white pills and sometime brown ones But some how it fails to sooth my ickin heart to sleep Bounding like the drums of a spiritual sermony, getting high but not high enough to escape from the pain dragging me back to its cold embrace again and again Pain killersمتابعةمتابعة قراءة “Pain killers..? More like the pain is killing me”
I Reached Things I Imagined
My Imagination is So vivid sometimes i mistake what I imagined as reality Every Now And Then I dream I Imagine I Believe I See I Seek I Reach It Become My Reality
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